Iman, where's iman?
What if people who think something is right, are more than people who think it is wrong....
which it is actually WRONG?
It's been months since I actually 'changed' and I still have many things to learn,
many things to improve, and many things to be enlightened
because I still want to rebel ,sometimes.
I still thought that it is right to mingle around my guy friends
because we're very close to each other,
and I still have the mind set that if I'm to change in a full,
will people still want to be friend with me?
Fuh, a long moment of conflict within myself okay, I'm not bluffing.
And at the same time,
despite the fact that I'm still conflicting within myself,
I still have time to look at the people around me,
and yes I realizes that I'm much more lucky than them.
I've the urge to 'changed' myself, even though its not complete yet,
but I still going into that kind of life style. a life style that reflects what Islam is.
Addin. A life style. A religion.
The problem is the majority aren't practicing that kind of addin,
which make it harder for me.
I'm a 1st year student in a university and I've to choose my friend.
The problem is, there're so many good friends
but not all of them really practicing the addin.
I want to look for friends that will help me,
lead me into a good addin,
but I still can't leave those friends who are good but not practicing the addin,
And leaving them isn't a good act either,
but guiding them are way more important.
Now the new problem is, how to guide them or change them
if what they think is right, even it is actually wrong?
Longgg dilemma....~
which it is actually WRONG?
It's been months since I actually 'changed' and I still have many things to learn,
many things to improve, and many things to be enlightened
because I still want to rebel ,sometimes.
I still thought that it is right to mingle around my guy friends
because we're very close to each other,
and I still have the mind set that if I'm to change in a full,
will people still want to be friend with me?
Fuh, a long moment of conflict within myself okay, I'm not bluffing.
And at the same time,
despite the fact that I'm still conflicting within myself,
I still have time to look at the people around me,
and yes I realizes that I'm much more lucky than them.
I've the urge to 'changed' myself, even though its not complete yet,
but I still going into that kind of life style. a life style that reflects what Islam is.
Addin. A life style. A religion.
The problem is the majority aren't practicing that kind of addin,
which make it harder for me.
I'm a 1st year student in a university and I've to choose my friend.
The problem is, there're so many good friends
but not all of them really practicing the addin.
I want to look for friends that will help me,
lead me into a good addin,
but I still can't leave those friends who are good but not practicing the addin,
And leaving them isn't a good act either,
but guiding them are way more important.
Now the new problem is, how to guide them or change them
if what they think is right, even it is actually wrong?
Longgg dilemma....~
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