TheQuietOnes

People says that two different people can get together not by correcting both imperfections,but by being understanding and accepting others differences. But its not gonna work if only one side doing the 'accept and understand' thing while another side just keep acting their own attitude without any intention to do the same. And if I'm precious enough in your life,pls try to understand me because I'm aldy tired understanding you and your odd,heartless,fierce behavior. I'm not gonna live the rest of my life trying to understand others,trying to value others,trying to be nice to others,trying to take care of their feelings while I myself being left behind. People like you won't appreciate people like me,people like you don't know how to be passionate and nice,people like you just so heartless I can't understand. In the end,you just being you. And I turn out to be the bad one. In few seconds after I decided to past it through (our fought...

1:10 am I just woke up from 2 hours of sleep,  a bit tired, not in a good condition. So I stir a mug of nescafe,  recharge by the caffeine,  and it makes me feel good. you know when you had someone in mind for almost every hours,  you'll accidentally dream about them?  well I do dream of him.  Eh I suddenly feel happy teheee.

Quote ni kind of reflect a bit of me,  kecuali part the face of an angel tu la.  Hey, you. I never know you la. Tapi tiba-tiba haritu accidentally saw his insta and right away knew his name walaupun insta dia private  tak boleh tengok gambar, xboleh stalk tehehe. I dunno. There's something in his gaze that kind off spellbound me. Everytime our eyes met, he's like sending a signal that says,  'Hi, I wanna get to know you'.  I dunno if I'm imagining it myself because I'm that type of person, but hey, it happened several times and urgh just can't describe the feeling. These is a rare case because I'm not into him pun, and I tak pernah sedar pun sebenarnya kehadiran dia.  I never fancy him or admire him pun, but at that first time our eyes lock, there was a thing. I memang sort of person yang suka syok sendiri,  so well yeah lets wait and see saje lah. Maybe I'll be writing about him from today onwards kot sebab I...

another year, another dreams. Maybe its a bit late to say hello to 2015. My new semester had just begun.  Today was my first class for semester 2.  I just keep cheering on myself and say, "Everything's gonna be fine." I'm taking a great bunch of subjects these semester, - Foreign Policy , I bet its gonna be very interesting plus the lecturer was the foreign minister. - International Relations , a bit tough mybe...considering it has tutorial classes. But I wish it will be my favourite subject. - Statictics , fuh I have doubt man. - Ethnic Relations , its a core subject. Can be quiet interesting. - Management . A core subject as well. Difficult subject but lets just be positive and work hard. - English Communication II . I had hard times untuk daftar subjek ni. byk competition and semua pun full house wpun dah berbelas kelas dibuka. One good news is, my DPP aldy had their wifi fixed. yeayyy!!!

Found these on instagram....succed in making me cry. Tsk.Tsk. ・・・ Dari tak pakai tudung. Mula memakai tudung. Dari tudung singkat. Mula labuhkan tudung. Dari labuhkan tudung. Mula melabuhkan lagi dan lagi. Dari tangan terdedah. Mula ditutup baju lengan panjang. Dari ditutup dengan baju. Mula pakai sarung tangan. Dari kaki terbuka. Mula tutup biar tak terdedah. Ingat senang ke semua tu? Ingat mudah ke nak tempuh semua tu? Belum lagi tempuh cacian orang. Belum lagi tempuh pandangan sedara mara. Belum lagi tempuh kritikan kawan kawan. Ya semua tak mudah. Dalam perit menerima kritikan dan kejian. NAK TAHU APA YANG PALING PERIT BAGI ORANG YANG CUBA BERHIJRAH MENCARI SEKELUMIT REDHA ALLAH? YANG PALING PERIT ADALAH. Bila orang pandang kita baik. Pandang kita sempurna. Pandang kita cukup terjaga. Sedangkan hati masih dicemari dosa dosa. Sedangkan ilmu masih lagi tak ada apa apa. Lagha sini sana. Kpop merata rata. Ikhtilat entah kemana. Gelak tak in...

I learned that my life as a sem 1 student in UUM is all about adapting. Adapting to environment. Adapting to situations. Adapting to persons. Adapting to changes. And I can control everything that happened around me so far so good. Never thought that positive thinking would help that much. Beyond all that.. I've learned that the most important thing is choosing the right person (s) to be with me throughout this 3 years and a half degree journey. I felt I'm blessed. Because good friends did gave some impact...if y'know what I mean. Haiss. Haiss. Love, Miya