In between understanding & perfection

People says that two different people can get together not by correcting both imperfections,but by being understanding and accepting others differences. But its not gonna work if only one side doing the 'accept and understand' thing while another side just keep acting their own attitude without any intention to do the same.

And if I'm precious enough in your life,pls try to understand me because I'm aldy tired understanding you and your odd,heartless,fierce behavior. I'm not gonna live the rest of my life trying to understand others,trying to value others,trying to be nice to others,trying to take care of their feelings while I myself being left behind. People like you won't appreciate people like me,people like you don't know how to be passionate and nice,people like you just so heartless I can't understand.

In the end,you just being you. And I turn out to be the bad one.

In few seconds after I decided to past it through (our fought and misunderstanding), your sudden ignorance lit the ember again. You didn't help at all when I accidentally broke the glassware. It happened in front of you and you just kept playing with your phone. What kinda attitude was that?!

I actually decided to write my 'current thoughts' here because I know that I will kindly forget about it after few seconds,because that's who I really am.

I cant do the 'really angry' thing,because when I start doing so,I will feel guilty. And I will end up saying sorry to others even though its not really my faults. That happened between us,in a lot of various situations before and still happen now and still gonna happen in the future.